#57 *


crushing on boy 4 ages, lives in a diff city, go often.  have a couple of dates, hes down but holding back, prob got some other booty. keeps sending me romantic songs, finds excuses to touch me, often gives me the look.

one last try, putting it on all the line.

go out with mutual friends, hes with a bro. give em space 2 bro out,  let it simmer.  do shots together, bro cheers to “friendship.” concerned, bro erecting great cock block of china, no stopping now tho, up the ante, cranking out the sex vibes, attempt seduction thru dance

looks at me, comes up to me, believe mission accomplished.

tells me they’re leaving.

dance alone, leave alone.