alarmed/desperate, join fb.

go to halloween party, meet girl, talk here and there, have all around fun, decide to forego usual tactics cuz i have fb now. dont ask for the number or the force the issue too much, figure fb’s got this. leaves.

add ppl from the party. add her too.  msg  funny stuff, crack jokes. unsure of next encounter.  friends recommend to go thru fb instead. hesitant, but respect their knowledge.

go the public event route invite, dont work, chill back.  send something else. have the all too familiar “this is stupid/futile feeling”, still respect friends wisdom. go for the private meet, await the red notify.  see it, open it, its a no.  keep my cool, respond politely.

weigh unfriending her. weigh deleting my account.