yolo summer, been seeing friend lots, only in town for a few months, not sure what to think, friends say theres chem, have a bad habit of ignoring gut feeling when friend give their opinions, go out, friends applying the pressure, miss sober sex, no drunken move, night ends, go separate ways.

next day, invite over for movie night, decided yolo, feeling uncomfortable but committed, go for it, shot down, quickly recover,

never talk about it again.